2020

everything started during the pandemic, i was broken hearted and terrified

bodega inferno

i started having very vivid nightmares about death and people close to my getting attacked or dying in horrible ways.. 
june, july, aug, sept... horrifying and unescapeable nightmares, i started writting them down on my phone once i got up
things started to get really wild and i dreaded falling asleep, i didnt wanna have more nightmares
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june july aug, sept were the nightmares,,,, i got covid first week of november.....

the nightmares suddenly stopped after i got covid

i was miserable for the week and a half i was on lockdown with the virus
production of my new project all bout my pandemic nightmares, bodega inferno bakc 

i started writting my project description, doing rough drafts, talking to mentors and professionals about the direction i wanted to take my project towards
in december i started writting about what the project was gonna be about.... i wanted to tlak about my nightmarish time 
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then in january i started the visual production
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i started taking pictures, and fucking around with things that would inspire me or help the narrative in a way
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thus far llevo esto
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this is a rough draft donde voy narrando lo que hago... obviooo no todas iran en el proyecto solo es como el dump creativo...
esta fue la primera seleccion que hize hace como dos meses
esta es la seleccion mas reciente.. me faltan como 10 imagenes mas
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to do list:
-agua negra, muy creepy
-seres saliendose de un lago, no eyes
-ant bites por todo mi cuerpo
-colmillos con sangre
-black tar en mi cuerpo o ojos
-more black hands
-knifes in back
-black tie, ink, rotated y flipped
-close up ot someones face, unidentified
-dark forest ppl running or hinding
-bad omen
-tarot
-bees or wasps
if you struggled just like i did during the pandemic and had horrific nightmares about it... i woul dlove to hear about them... 
brendafdz7@gmail.com

or send me a anonymous DM through my website.. thankyou sm i love u