January

January 28r, 2021

Siento la necesidad extrema de ser exageradamente autobiografía con el arte que hago, igual que toda la discografía (excepto her last two albums) de taylor swift. all im saying esque me sientiria como un fraude si no soy 100% transparente con mis sentimientos y la manera que los translate into art. "Drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he wont see..." literalmente el vato de su salon se llamaba Drew, le vale queso y siento que esa es la razón por la que su arte trasciende tanto gracias a esa vulnerabilidad y honestidad. la putas amo, i wish i had her strength to say his name in a song too. 

Estoy transcribing exactamente lo que puse en mis notes de los sueños y pesadillas. porque si no los escribo right away se me olvidan, lit escribi: me cachaba el chofer de Bgtz con ERH y nos perseguian por todo mty, algo de hospitales. A lot of fucking red

todays song was the way i love you by taylor swift

Editors Note:

There were many diary enteries that had to be removed due to legal reasons, for that all i can say is fuck u, i wish i could be more candid and open about my healing process. Anyways a picture is worth a thousand words

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Visual recap

random iphone visuals for this month:

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poloroid of u dancing in my room
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forgive me for moving on
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